A day in the woods: June 1st

I spent most of today in the woods. I love being one with nature, it helps me to think and find myself when I need help. (Lately I have been feeling sad and depressed.) There is a small clearing where a small amount of sunshine is aloud though the blanket of tree tops. I found my tree stump and sat next to it. All of the bird where singing to me and a slight breeze kissed my cheek as the sunshine warmed my soul. This is what I needed. This i what life is all about. You may ask what the "this" is, but it cannot be explained. Only those who have experienced it can understand. My name may be dark, but my soul is a rainbow of colors.

May 26th

Today I slashed my arm again. I’m not suicidal or anything, I just wanted to watch and feel the warm blood flow out. Blood is what keeps us alive. It pumps out of our hearts, through the veins, to all of the organs, then back to the heart again. People celebrate the birth of a new born and then hold a gathering to say good-bye to someone when they die. Why does no one want to celebrate the living part of life? Well this is how I do it.